Archive for July, 2016

2015-11-06 11.42.49

I have not touched any site that I have made for over 8 months. It has been too hard to go back and even touch a single thing that I had ever enjoyed in my life. The reason is because October 27th I lost the only man who ever loved me. I watched as he took his last breath and collapsed into my arms. I felt truthfully all of my joy and happiness fade away when he went to be with God. So I have given up on most everything that I ever liked doing. I just can’t do it no more. It took a long time to even come back to work on this site. On this fourth of July morning 2016 I finally added the videos of David’s memorials and our wedding. I can only do so much but I will add more about his life… on the memorial page. It is just so hard to accept still. I know I am being dumb, I won’t see him again till I am dead too so I am looking forward to dying. Sadly, I am even updating a website that no one ever looks at unless it is a bot. I just figure that maybe one day some one in the Thoresen’s family would make use of this site. However, it is just me being stupid once again.

When I am gone, I want my son, Calvin, to have full access to my websites and he can choose to sell them or make use of them. Yes, I am planning for my own demise cause I can’t live like this for too long. I am too broken.